Kuching

Finally, I'm back to my hometown-Kuching. It has been two years since I went to study in Johor. Every year I can only come back 2 or 3 times. Maybe it is the experience I went through, been out there, seen things differently from past. When I was out there, I misses here a lot, kept thinking how good would it be when I can be home at that instant. But when I am back here, I felt empty, feels that I am quite far apart from everyone else. We have been living in our own world for sometime, it's quite hard to catch up their thinking and to match up with them. Maybe that is growing up. That is the reason why adults kept talking about their old times. They have been there, done it, and could not turn back anymore. They misses their past , but they have got to keep moving on, and the past shall be the past, all you can do is to let go and keep it in heart as memories.
There was a saying goes, friends comes and go. For me, I think, friends come but they had never left you alone. They might be gone physically but they had their happy, sad, touching, crazy, wounded moments to be with you. It maybe pleasant or the other way round to you, but it is something as part of you when you keep moving on. It is the thing that resulted who we are today.