Homesick

Every year's this time, I will miss my family badly. This year, as I'm having one week of geomatic survey camp, I'll only be able to go back on the 18/5. Means I still have to wait another 3 weeks before i can go back!! I missed everything in Kuching!! My home, my family, my niece and nephew, my bed, my friends, my church, my reverends, joys in fellowships!! Felt like just runaway back home and leave everything undone here. Maybe, men always like to escape from their responsibility as it burdens and sometimes it really leaves you breathless..

Today is 1/5, It's Labour day!! but, unfortunately, I'm a student, I'm not yet working so, I still need to study for my exam while others are having fun or relaxing during their holidays!! Anyway, who cares, After 3 more weeks, I'll be having 6 weeks of holidays!!! without money.. -_-"' The bad news is I could not get a part time job this holiday, so I'll be living pennyless like a beggar this holiday, keep getting money from parents.. Feels like I'm a parasite!! So I'll just pray that I'll be able to get a job when I go back!!