One Night

This is one chilly starry night. I do not know what i am feeling now, it is so complicated and I do not know how to express myself. The night is colder than usual, as cold as my heart could be. It do not want to give any response for anything at this moment. It is just feeling like to stop for good. Being fed up in all the ups and downs. Being fed up for always be somebody else. Being fed up of sacrificing and holding too much. Maybe, letting go could be a good choice yet, it is so much easier to say.
Sometimes, by being alone makes you think. Think of things that seldom come to your mind, or maybe something you have been avoiding. It is the time now, the time to be face yourself. The time to see who wins in your heart. The time for you to be yourself. But can you still be yourself the next moment when you are in the crowd? Can you face everyone out there without your mask? Maybe this world is just a masquerade. Those with the best mask wins the attention and the king of the night.
So what can you do about surviving in this world. How long can you be true to yourself? How far can you walk?